Everyone is so bummed out after Prize Giving Day...why??Because we're not gonna be classmates anymore,we're gonna be in Form 4,Ms Ng won't be our class teacher anymore and so on...I guess thats just life.I guess we can't really do much to change what is going to happen in the near future except to cry,be emo and do silly stuff to keep your mind off things.Anyway,I feel so damn emo right now.I don't know what to do with life.Watching politics is like feeding bullshit to your eyes and listening to lies.Why politics?Well,lets just say that I think the world is falling apart.I can go on ranting about economy issues and other major world issues but I won't.I'm going to continue ranting about how 3B is not going to be 3B anymore.Its the holidays now and I'm sitting on my lazy ass everyday in front of the computer and at night,I help work at my parents shop.What I'm supposed to be doing is...exercising to get into top shape for my cousin's wedding because I need to wear a dress....yes,a dress.I know alot of you are shocked and probably saying "Lorna's gonna wear a dress!!Must take picture!!" Well,in actual fact you all have seen me in a dress...my school uniform lah!!But not in those fancy fancy dresses with lipstick and make up huh?Well,hopefully I can escape from my soon to come nightmare.NO,its not comfortable to feel bare naked below with only your undies.I don't know how you other girls do it....I need at least shorts to go walk around.Don't you other girls feel afraid if your dress upskirt?Not embarrasing for you people?Anyway,getting on to the actual topic....why is 3B not going to be 3B anymore and why are we all emo,sad and emotionally disabled.Well,one thing is,everyone is just afraid to lose this bond between us that we made being classmates in Form 3B.Some of them aren't afraid but some are.But think about it.What if next year,the pressure is too much for us to handle that we can't make time for old friends or even new friends?What if we're just too caught up in getting good grades to secure a better future and can't make the time to spend time with friends anymore?What if our classmates next year become closer to us and old classmates become more distant to us?There are so many what if-s but my personal opinion...just live life day by day.What ever happens,happens.Though we MIGHT not be as close with each other next year,we'll still know each other.We'll still be friends and we'll still keep our memories intact.One more thing people,please...and I mean PLEASE do not lose a friend by some stupid misunderstanding,labelling others and so on...if you can't stand that person,confront them.If confrontation doesnt work,choose an option.Leave them be or try to get them back.One friend is irreplacable.Keep up your own reputation as well.DON'T think of your self as high class and if you have an ego,I suggest you lose it before you do more harm to yourself.Also,Form 4 is tough and we're all going to have to face challenges alone and we have to be more independent.There's no more I know you,you know me,lets help each other next year.We're going to be mixed with a whole new bunch of people.We all have to adapt to new surroundings next year.I'm emo now no doubt but to make myself feel better,we're planning to go on several outings with classmates this holidays so that we can still have fun before more pressure is on us next year.Will continue next time.I'm tired now...and I'm gonna take my shower then go to wonderland.Then I'll probably wake up and wonder why I'm still in this depressing state.
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Yours truly,
LorNa.
-Your fellow 3B-ian,friend and crazy shoe fanatic.
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