I miss....

I miss the pin on badge that we used to have back in Primary.It represented what colour house we were too.Mine is still in good condition.

Now we have those stitch on badges that looks so awful.

When you go out with your school uniform now,everyone knows your name because you can't take it off.

No wonder they call up Lodge School students' parents and tell us we're supposedly kidnapped and they demand ransom money and shit.Its STUCK on your uniform because we have to effin stitch the thing on our uniforms.

They made the whole stitch on badge because kids kept losing their badges and it costed RM2.50 to replace for a new one.The sad truth : Kids back then weren't responsible.Neither are the kids now.

I miss playing the silly game with the badges we used to call "badge fight".Some of us kids would just run to the porch bench after school and start taking off our badges and flicking them to hit our opponent's badges off the bench.

Yes,it seems pointless but it was hella fun when we used to do it.

I miss breaking the window panes when we used to always make big paperballs and throw them around.Then either you shut up and pretend you don't know who broke it or some snitch would tell on you.RM 5 for one window pane.Fuck, I still remember breaking 3 in one day and I got scolded and canned.By teacher and headmaster.

And back then,you couldn't really demerit kids.Just spank them and expect them to listen to you there onwards.In my case,AS IF.hahah.

The system was a bitch then,still is.

There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds. -Rise Against

(To people who are bored and have issues to ponder about)Ponder on this :

But seldom do these words ring true

when I'm constantly failing you

Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now If this ain't love then how do we get out?

Because I don't know

That's when she said I don't hate you boy

I just want to save you while there's still something left to save

That's when I told her I love you girl

But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

~Rise Against - Savior

These lyrics are from Rise Against.Good band which always have good lyrics to listen to when you're thinking too much.Go download their album.Their old and new albums.