I miss....

I miss the pin on badge that we used to have back in Primary.It represented what colour house we were too.Mine is still in good condition.

Now we have those stitch on badges that looks so awful.

When you go out with your school uniform now,everyone knows your name because you can't take it off.

No wonder they call up Lodge School students' parents and tell us we're supposedly kidnapped and they demand ransom money and shit.Its STUCK on your uniform because we have to effin stitch the thing on our uniforms.

They made the whole stitch on badge because kids kept losing their badges and it costed RM2.50 to replace for a new one.The sad truth : Kids back then weren't responsible.Neither are the kids now.

I miss playing the silly game with the badges we used to call "badge fight".Some of us kids would just run to the porch bench after school and start taking off our badges and flicking them to hit our opponent's badges off the bench.

Yes,it seems pointless but it was hella fun when we used to do it.

I miss breaking the window panes when we used to always make big paperballs and throw them around.Then either you shut up and pretend you don't know who broke it or some snitch would tell on you.RM 5 for one window pane.Fuck, I still remember breaking 3 in one day and I got scolded and canned.By teacher and headmaster.

And back then,you couldn't really demerit kids.Just spank them and expect them to listen to you there onwards.In my case,AS IF.hahah.

The system was a bitch then,still is.

There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds. -Rise Against

(To people who are bored and have issues to ponder about)Ponder on this :

But seldom do these words ring true

when I'm constantly failing you

Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now If this ain't love then how do we get out?

Because I don't know

That's when she said I don't hate you boy

I just want to save you while there's still something left to save

That's when I told her I love you girl

But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

~Rise Against - Savior

These lyrics are from Rise Against.Good band which always have good lyrics to listen to when you're thinking too much.Go download their album.Their old and new albums.

Total saticfaction!

Hey one and all.Its 3 in the morning and guess what I'm doing?

I'm surfing a site called igotconverse.com

Its like drugs I tell you!!

I can't stop reading it! So I shall share it with fellow Converse lovers! :D

It has pictures of celebrities wearing converse and since the blogger is from New York, he takes random pictures of NewYorkers in Converse!! Itll make you wanna buy more pairs of Chuckie T's and JP's!!

Christmas is coming and I'm thinking of getting another pair but am currently BROKE.

Mum is always furious when I buy new pairs of shoes.I just recently bought a new pair of JP's and she went all "Go open your own shop and sell all your shoes!!"

:'(

Oh well,I guess I'm content with my collection of sneakers so far.Most of them which are Converse of course :)

I used to have a favourite pair of shoes that I used almost everyday.My Fila tennis shoes.They were with me for almost 6 years until I finally had the guts to throw it away last year.Why?

Cobbler said : Mau saya baiki kasut ni lagi kah? Sik dapat lagi lah Ahmoi.Sudah 2 kali kamu bawa kasut ini untuk saya buat.Bawah sini sudah nipis macam kertas lah...

(He said the soles of the shoes were so thin like paper already that there was no point sewing it back and if he did,it would wear out and would be useless too.)

Mum said : Everyday you wear this shoe.Chinese New Year also wear this old old shoe.Throw it away lah.

Brothers and sisters said : Your shoes look like shit! The old Sparx(brand of school shoes currently extinct.LOL.) shoes in the cupboard looks better.

Dad : He gave me a thumbs up for keeping the pair of shoes for so long because he was the one who bought them for me :D

Some pictures of my shoes moments before I threw it away last year :(

Side view of right shoe.
Other side view of right shoe.
Left shoe side view.
Left shoe other side view.
Top view of shoes.
Zoomed.view of tip.
Wear and tear.
Worn and torn.
Detachable sole.See the hole upfront?When I run,air goes in.*thumbs up*
Extra compartment.Uses : put notes inside and cheat for exam,hide drugs inside,pass hidden messages.LOL!! I'm just joking around! I never did any of that with my shoe.But note one thing,no one will ever check tht part of your shoe.
Well worn pair of shoes don't ya think?But in this picture,you can see that all the padding is still intact.It was still so damn comfortable! No shit! :)
Worn out but still intact.Not bad for 6 years of use eh?Could've lasted longer if i just glued the sole on again and stuff but I had to let it go.

Had other shoes which were well worn as too but mum threw them away on my behalf :(

yuhhuuuu december!!

hey ya'll!

i just got back from thailand not long ago.

i tell u , we all have to go backpacking there one day. it'll be so fun as a year end trip before we all leave lodge.

bangkok was fun.it's seriously like a city that never sleeps,except it's the eastern kinda city.
the views are awesome!!

an hour away, there's this place called Chiang Mai. it's beautiful too! the stuff there is awesome. the people are less dangerous and there are so many things to see!! too much!!

we all have to do it.

did i mention too that the lady boys are actually better looking than me??

we can always make it to Pattaya to see them. :)

HEYHEY!

EVERYONE!

Expect another party coming up before school re-opens :D New year's themed

DARLINGS!

hello!! :D not talked to any of u guys since holidays started =(

hahaa! anyways, just got back from kl not too long ago. the trip was kinda disappointing but anyways! i got to buy everything i needed :D
New Moon the movie is so disappointing :( hmmmm

!! HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT HOLIDAY !!

05.09.2009

Kimberley and Nelson going all model. To Nelson : Girls would want your curves looking at this picture.LOL. =)

This is called FPR. You know...

F - Friendly

P - Public

R - *ape

;)

Karaoke! PeiChen's face is so epic! You can't really tell if she's in pain,though I think she was. O.O

This was when PeiChen and Kim attempted "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion.

On the left corner you can obviously tell that Victor is enjoying their rendition of the song.

Aaron totally went all orgasmic on his chocolate milkshake.No kidding!!

You just got Pwned!!

Inside the VIP room before we found out the air-conditioner was faulty so we moved outside.

This is a rather long overdue post. Sorry for the delays on updates. Been busy....well,not really busy but just lazy....

:p

Only put up a few pictures here but there'll be more coming up soon so stay tuned and feel free to put up a post too yea?

Don't be shy...

:)

Thank you! :)

As you guys know, Form 4 arts class had an art exhibition going on today. The main reason for this art exhibition was to raise money for charity and at the same time we got to learn a little bit about econs and business stuff. haha overall it was super duperr tiring but fun at the same time. There was the bidding of the paintings by our very own Picassos and Leonardo Da Vincis, Jonathan Lo, Daphne Ong, Shirley Ngui and so on. The art exhibition was a success thanks to you guys.sooo THANK YOU :) it means a lot to us. Besides it was for a good cause :) hahaha. Thank you for your support. Anywayyy, Alice in wonderland is coming out!OUT!OUT! :) i cant wait to watch it wheehehe

Oh! and I miss The Little Mermaid so much! hahaha i love their songss and Flounder and Sebastian and Ariel, who is always up to no good, being mischiveous and getting into trouble and always so adventurous :) I look up to her now :) hahah but i miss their catchy tunes and the melody and the songg! so so MUCH! I miss how King Triton would always raise his voice at Ariel when she gets herself into trouble. I miss Ursula! hahahah the silly sea witch. whee :)

The Little Mermaid is so MAGICAL :)

:)

i should stop here. hahaha :)

Cikgu Danny times...*LONG POST* :O

Today,I was sitting down watching MTV and Rihanna's song came on.Suddenly I had this little flashback in my head about Cikgu Danny last year and how he compared essay writing to Rihanna's song,Take A Bow.LOL!!

I'm sure someone remembers this day because I know I do.If you don't,let me do a recap.
:)

Do you all remember how Cikgu Danny always says if you're writing a 'pop' song write 'pop' song the whole way?Or if you're writing 'rock' song then you must write 'rock' song the whole way and not rock with pop in one essay?
All of a sudden he compares essay writing to Rihanna's Take A Bow saying she can change her voice and make the song interesting yet it is still a pop song or whatever....hahah!!

Then he goes all "You all should try to do this in your essay.You must make it interesting,as in not repeating the same isi but at the same time not writing out of topic.Write pop song means write pop song.Don't halfway give me crap then you make your song not nice."

*class laughs*

Cikgu Danny continues....
"Or worst come to worst you completely write out of topic the examiner will give you ZERO straight away"

then....I raise my hand.
"Oh Cikgu,I know! I know! Examiner will give one mark for effort!"

*Giggles from people who aren't asleep on that day*

Then Cikgu Danny replies to my statement.
"Miss Chong,examiner will not be that kind.And you are also one of the ones who like to write out of topic.You better be careful or else you become the next write out of topic Queen"

I miss hearing him call everyone with a Miss or MR.Don't you?

And then....I'll flashback for you what else came across my mind.

Cikgu Danny says "You all know the song "survivor" by Destiny Child?"
Kim says "yes,of course!" *hums and sings survivor song*
Cikgu Danny : All of you should listen to it and lets see who will be a survivor when all your results come out.

And then...there are a few times where Cikgu Danny mentions about his undying interest for Pussycat Dolls and KIMBERLEY TAN will always comment something followed by NELSON VOON and then JAMES CHUO.hehe...good times.

Oh and to MELISSA KHOR : You probably won't remember this because you always halfway passout in class.hahah.Occasionally Kim would throw highlighters at you or I throw eraser bits at you.
:D

Somemore memories.... :)

Cikgu Danny to Billy : Mr Low,I believe if you work hard,you can become a very good student and even get the Chairman's Award.

*Billy gives a sleepy nod as a reply*

Cikgu Danny : So I will look forward to it Mr Chairman

Billy : OK. *goes back to sleep*
Cikgu Danny : *slaps head points at Billy while looking at the class...* Future Chairman bo....

Other memories include :
Cikgu Danny commenting on Bridget and her love for all kinds of food.
Cikgu Danny's daily debate on random topics with Christopher Kong.
Cikgu Danny giving Wayne Choo his own peribahasa."Condong diumpil,lemah dianduh" (thanks to him I also remember it until now.haha)
Nelson randomly voices out his opinion on something Cikgu Danny says.
Kim shouting at random times in Cikgu Danny's class.
Jasmine and James are occasionally caught drawing during Cikgu Danny's class.
Cikgu Danny occasionally shower James with spit and his calculator.

That's all for this post I guess.Gotta get some shut eye.
:)

new blog

heyyah guys. as you all know. i stopped blogging for sometime now. haha

but then since the hols are coming and i figured i dont really have much to do anyways, i've started blogging again. made a new blog. im using tumblr now. no more blogger that ones dead. xD

visit http://bittersweetparadox.tumblr.com :D

Happy Belated Halloween guys :D hahaha

Happy halloween

Happy Halloween guyss! hahaha! How's Halloween for you this year?? hahah im just doing this to update the class blog :) anywayy, haha kuching doesnt really do halloween but yeahh..

:)

Update!

The class blog is pretty dead, hahah probably cuz everyone's studying their ass off now :) Anyway, i just thought the class blog needed an update. or at least a new post. :) exam's almost done and the holidays are coming soon. Wheehee! :) i hope we get to have some kind of reunion or something during these 2 months :) hahah. la la la, im dying for SKITTLES now

:)

Anywayy, Kim was talking about tattoos the other day and i found this really nicee tattoo

0f some Buddha :)and i'm obsessed with it :)

i like his style :) i mean guy on top :)

Oh and i also found SUPER NICE EYES :)

this is just random blogging but the colour attracts me :)

ANYWAY, i hope you guys do good this term knowing how much you guys haven been studying! :)

Crap.

Tonight,my spectacles got stepped on,broken to the extent its unusable and I won't be compensated.I also lost a match and let many people down.I feel damn frustrated.Plus,my textbooks got stolen and my exams are next week.FML.

Life? Ah well,its like that.

My own advice to myself? I'll get through it eventually. He told me I'll be alright soon. I will,watch me.

The bright side? On the way.

New Season!

I'm watching One Tree Hill Season 7 and Gossip Girl Season 3 when I'm supposed to be studying for my Econs test tomorrow! I still prefer One Tree Hill though.
=D





WARNING!!
Spoilers?
New things in

One Tree Hill : Nathan accidentally cheats on Haley.AGAIN.

Gossip Girl : Georgina is an evil bitch and is Blair's roommate in NYU. Dan's brother is hot and Hilary Duff and Tyra Banks will pop up in episode 4 so i'm still waiting on that.

Enough spoilers at this point.LOL.Watch to find out more.



Now go read Gossip Girls book!

=p

Live

They say you only live once and, short of reincarnation and cryogenic preservation, they were probably right. You are born once and as such, you will live once. There are no refunds, reset buttons or cheat codes for infinite life. This isn’t a video game. You get what you’re given and you deal with it.

And I suppose you would think that since you only live once, you can only die once. But of course that’s not true. You can die a hundred times before actually being pronounced dead. A thousand times if you’re dedicated enough to screwing up.

Okay, so you cannot survive a hundred shots to the head, or a hundred lightning strikes. Face it, no one can. Alright, fine, maybe some people can, but technically the cheerleader from Heroes doesn’t count.

You will die numerous times before your body dies. Probably not physically as you can truly only have one physical death, but every time you choose to exist instead of living, you die inside.

Yes, your heart will continue its incessant pumping like the good little heart it was brought up to be and yes, your body will continue to function but something else inside dies.

So yes, you will die once (physically) and few more times before that and yet, still only live once. Hardly seems fair, does it? It seems Fate doesn’t like being fair or was just never good at math. In any case, it doesn’t matter.

We live once so just live!

Forget your inhibitions and let go of your reservations. There's more to life than studying and getting that dream job. There is happiness, food, music, art, sports, family, friends... The list goes on forever. I'm not saying we shouldn't work hard in school, cause that's really isn't my point here. I'm saying we shouldn't have to work like its the only thing we're living for. Life has got to be more than that.

Perish all thought and embrace all imperfection.

And live, cause I don't want to grow up just existing.

p.s I still want to eat a pomegranate ._.

pomegranate!?

Went for CHEMISTRY just now :D Natalie was trying to molest me :O LOL.

Funny stuff!

Mr. Choo: Potassium permanganate is...?
Me : Purple!
Mr. Choo: Yeah, it comes from the permanganate.
Nat : Neh, like the fruit!
Me : o_o What are you talking about??
Nat : The fruit la!
*pause*
Me : ... You mean pomegranate?

ROFLMAO!

honey?

HELLO. :D I haven't posted anything in ages and ages and ages.
I will just post random pics okay? :D I am bored.

Okay, very random pic of a monkey. It was in a movie I was watching with my cousin in Perth way back when, and we had to pause the movie because I couldn't stop laughing at the monkey's face. LOL much? :D

That's all for now, toodles! :D

:)

Whee!! I'm in love with this picture :D hahaha fireflies in a jar

Meet Eli

hello ppl, i was feeling bored and really wasnt in the mood to hit the books yet, so i got martin to take a vid of me feeding Eli
(E as in the letter "e" and li as in lie down)

I caught him by accident at Matang with mosquito netting LOL
and he's been staying with me ever since

A few facts bout Eli:

1) He LOVES earthworms, I can't get him to eat anything else -_-

2) He has no scales and is extremly soft :)

3) The other fish pick on him occasionally cos he looks like a giant worm D:

4) He likes trying to eat my finger, rawrr

5) He has no teeth :D

6) He likes burrowing in sand, cept, I cant find enough sand for him :(

7) Gravel cuts his soft skin up making him extremely vulnerable to infections, hence no gravel

8) I use a net to feed him cos the other fish would just steal his worm otherwise

9) He now swims INTO nets when he sees them which, I have to admit, is not a very good survival tactic for a fish :S

9) He will bellydance in front of the tank when he's hungry and if anyone's around o_o

10) Oh, and he's an amazing pet :)

recap!

hey guys!!

i just realised i've been very dormant here.pardon x100000!! =D

i really did miss u guys..

like seriously..

although it doesnt seem like i show it or whatever,  i've just been repelling on going back to the emo state of missing the class.. so much time has passed and a million things have changed.. it's impossible to steal time,almost impossible to steal forgotten memories..

Twenty-eight individuals,

As different as can be,

Tied by a bond,

So deep you cannot see.

Harder than mortar,

And stronger than steel,

This is their tie,

That will forever heal.

But soon they will part,

Heroes on their own,

Yet never will they feel,

Friendless or alone.

For together they are one,

And forever they will be,

United, combined,

Students of 3B.

u remember this poem??it was written by someone in class. i dont really remember who. it was posted up last year and i copied and pasted it here. anywayz, when i first read this poem last year it didnt have much of an effect on me. But reading it now, woosh..!! my feelings just crumble.. i'm tearing in front of him on webcam now =S so not romantic..hahah!!

wtv, i dont care! i just wanna say that although things have changed so far, DONT LET DISTANCE BE THE REASON WHY OUR FRIENDSHIP HAS COME TO AN END. i tell u,that is one stupid excuse.

i just miss u guys so much. hopefully u guys will turn up for the end year prom if we have one and support us all the way. i wanna be with u guys again..

u have no idea how much i drift my thoughts into the night to dream that we could be a class again.

loves

kim

Preview of upcoming post.

There will be more pictures in the upcoming post.This is just a teaser :p

What are your kids doing now?

Models?

There will be karaoke videos coming up as well.Its ass whoopin',jaw dropping and incredible!

So tune in folks!

Be not afraid of darkness for the light will always be at the end of the tunnel.
The sentence above me is very random.I like it! :D

The Ulu Kapit Post

Well, this post seems to be pretty much overdue, but you can't blame me, I've been busy

(crawling my way out of a friggin MOUNTAIN of homework , that is D:< )

Anyway, I've been pretty much filled in on a bunch of stuff since I left Kuching ranging from the Merdeka Day performance to a certain teacher exploding in class, so I spose its my turn to tell you about mah trip to Ulu Kapit ;P

WARNING : THIS POST MAY OR NOT CONTAIN ELEPHANTS

Alrighty, let's start from the beginning then.

Here's a window view from the airplane

and another window view from the airplane





and.. well, this actually went on for quite a bit before it hit me...

there are only so many ways you can photograph the wing of a plane o_o

Imma gonna just do all you guys a favour and skip the other 59 window shots :B

Soo,,, fastforwarding to London itself, there's a bunch of stuff that's pretty different over there

Breakfast for instance. We kept on eating sausages and bacon when all I wanted was cereal -__-
In case you guys didn't know, the cereal there is really yummy, lol

I mean it has REAL fruits inside, not like the cornflakes here which have a PICTURE of a strawberry on the outside, darn you Kellogg's


"all organic, non-GMO, invisible strawberries included, get yours TODAY!"

Also, the neighbourhoods there are pretty different. I mean, there's water almost everywhere you go o_O

water

water

and more water.

Honestly, you'd think you'd be able to see the whole of London if you just had a sampan, haha

or a really big duck ._.

then we'd be able to do ANYTHING

*sighs wistfully*

Even the streets are all pretty different
(look! Elmo went all badass and quit Sesame Street)

And the COFFEE SHOPS just have downright weird names

o_o lol


Anyway, having fully (and unnecessarily) explained how London is different from Kuching -_-, lemme just give you all a run through of a few things I did over there.

I...

1) Saw men in furry hats

2) Visited the River Thames




3) Explored the origin of the lady finger's name




4) Climbed up steps





5) Climbed down steps




6) Discovered giant Hershey's Kisses




7) Acted like a tourist and took pictures of a red phone booth -_- lol






7) Went to the Millennium Bridge and took photos of the London panorama

8) Saw an umbrella that smiled back :)

9) Attacked City Hall

10) Went to Borough Market (a really cool place with like, tons of food to buy, taste and sample)

11) Realised how fast London Double Decker buses move

12) Visited the Greenwich Meridian line

13) Hung out with Martin in different time zones

13) Went to the London Memorial

14) Visited the Greenwich Meridian line

15) Went to jail with a couple of strangers, lol

16) Wore mah converses all over town (yes, that's a ketchup pack)

17) Went to the Museum of Natural History

18) Hung out with prehistoric dino-fish

19) Went all bollywood with a hedge

20) Visited the London Eye

21) Saw Big Ben

And now, just a few random pictures...

Statue of Queen Boudicca with the London Eye in the background

London Memorial from the bottom up

Martin looking all badass (like Elmo)

The hill near my sister's place

Random building shots from the top of a double decker bus

Martin thinking of a burger

Walking along the Millenium Bridge

Really cool chalk drawing done by some guy.
Below, he wrote "Here today but gone tomorrow" which i think is really cool because it talks about everything and bout how we gotta enjoy life :)

County Hall

Mah sis and I by some river




Family photo with some statue outside Buckingham Palace



Really cool clouds caused by all the planes




Piccadilly Circus with tons of ppl hogging the fountain -_-





A red mail box :O lol




Family photo :)


Four idiots in a bush lol




Clock Court at Hampton Court




and Westminster Abbey



oh, and here's an elephant, just for kicks haha
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i guess that's it for my Ulu Kapit post, hope i filled you guys in on enough stuff :)




FIN