Sunday, February 22, 2009

hate this part.

i woke up crying..it was horrible.

i dreamt that i was on a field trip with u guys..

only this time,things changed like how it is this year.

everyone went separate ways.

it is officially a nightmare.

i miss u all =(

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Moral Field Trip Experience (16.02.09)

Hey,Lorna here.I'm gonna blog about the Moral field trip Tingkatan 4A and 4B had on Monday,16.02.09.
Sorry to say that this is not going to be a picture post because I didn't bring my camera that day...=(

Here goes....

On Monday,Form 4A and 4B went on a field trip to the Sarawak Children Cancer Society and the Recycling Centre at Ong Tiang Sui road.We departed at approximately 10.50 a.m from school to our first destination,the SCCS centre.We spent several hours cleaning,taking pictures and just hanging out with each other there.Anyway,I met a guy there named Benny.Actually,alot of us met Benny.Benny is only 15 and is currently in Form 3.Unfortunately he has cancer but we don't know what type of cancer he has.Diandra and I took photos with Benny but we didn't dare to ask him such a sensitive question.Though he has cancer,he looks like he's living his life to the fullest because he kept smiling when we were there.I guess he was smiling because he saw so many of us coming to the centre to help clean and everything.Diandra was the first to say hi to him.He was really shy but he said hi back.In fact,alot of us said hi to him and he lept smiling...it felt really good that even a small greeting could make him smile.His smile was so beautiful.I live very near the SCCS but I've never been in there until that day.Cikgu Govin told us to be sensitive when we were there because he said most of the kids weren't exactly the happiest kids around but Benny seemed to smile the whole time we were there.He's only 15 and he's way taller than me.When we were all cleaning,Benny watched us clean as though he was watching a television show because when some of us were climbing the ladder to clean the fan,we felt insecure and made weird reactions because the ladder was shaky....Benny laughed at all us.LOLBut the one thing that really made me feel bad was the fact that many others,especially the guys went there to take fake pictures and didn't really help clean up the place.The woman had to clean one of the window ledge herself because she saw that it was still very dirty.Don't ya think it made a bad impression to them about us?Anyway,There was another kid who later came back from the hospital after his treatment...I said hi to him and he said hi back but he was feeling tired so he went to his room to get some rest.Later,when everyone had taken their pictures and were done with cleaning,we all sat in the living room to chat while others went outside to the playground to chat as well.The bus soon arrived and we headed to 3rd Mile for Mc Donalds as our lunch.Sadly we only had 30 minutes of lunchtime...After that,we headed to the Recycling Centre located at Ong Tiang Sui road where we recycled materials we brought and took pictures for our project.We only spent maybe about 40 minutes there?And yet those 40 minutes were fun.Especially when the guys were getting a little bit naughty...we got to see a lighter side of Cikgu Mikit during that 40 minutes at the centre.LOL.Hilarious.After that,we went back on the bus and headed back to school.On the bus we sang songs and went crazy because it was the only fieldtrip that we get to join classes this year i guess...I'm not sure about the upcoming field trips though....The moments in the bus felt as though none of us even changed classes.Though not all our 3B mates were there,we spent moments of joy in the bus just having fun doing crazy stuff.Stuff that we did in the bus on our field trip to sematan last year....yea,brought back the memories for a short while...its great to relive part of it again.
Anyway,I really enjoyed the field trip with all of you...I miss 3B-2008 so much.It seems that the environment in the classroom is so quiet now...Arts side only has 20 people yet it can be so loud with the guys at times and dead silent when we're having certain classes...well,mostly because half of the class is always asleep...LOL.
One more thing...going to the SCCS made a rather huge impact on me after I saw Benny.Normally you'd always see cancer patients on tv suffering in pain and you feel sympathy towards them but when I went to the SCCS,Benny,a 15 year old boy who has cancer smiled the whole time we were there.It really makes a difference because you know that he appreciates what he has and he stays positive.Its not an everyday thing that you see people with terminal diseases smiling when you see them now is it?I know we all watch movies that sometimes gives us motivation but looking at it in real life in front of you motivates even more.
Also,today (17.02.09) we had an assembly and a man named Mr. Chew went up on stage talking about helping a woman named Diana Chong who has a type of disease that does not permit her to fully use her whole body.Pardon me as I don't remember the name of the disease.Diana happens to be a very good artist.Though she is disabled,she doesn't act as an idle person not doing anything....she uses her artistic skills and draw paintings and Mr Chew and some others help her sell her paintings in form of a small scrapbook to help support her.Truly inspiring.
Later,after our Ekons test (during the last 2 periods) Cikgu Lily scolded Bryan for not listening in class and the fact that he has an I-Don't-Care attitude towards studying.He was scolded for not even trying to pay attention.Then,Cikgu Lily told us all about an ex-lodgian,Wong Leh Ding who is disabled but he gives his very best in everything.She told us stories about her experience with him and how teaching him was a special experience to her because of the fact that even though he is disabled,he tries his very best to listen and complete all his work without using his disease as an excuse for not completing any task.Cikgu compared Bryan to Wong Leh Ding....but later,not only Bryan was compared to him.We all were.There is always at some point that we give an I-Don't-Care attitude and walk away or even give an excuse to not persevere in what we do....After seeing,hearing stories and watching movies and so on about motivational stories,I feel more motivated to do more and do my best in life....though I know I will lose motivation once in a while I should keep these things in mind.We all have to try don't we?
Speaking of all this,Simple Plan's song save you was written for the lead singer's brother who has cancer...the song is motivational too...go youtube it...its an awesome song...the lyrics will most likely make you feel that you should do your part in your life.I'm sure you all are familiar with the slogan "You've got one life,DO SOMETHING!!" So make a difference today!!
=)
=D

-LorNa

Monday, February 16, 2009

heyyah all

hello everyone.for pics on the moral trip for tingkatan 4A and 4B.please visit

www.nelsvoon11.blogspot.com.

sorry peeps.too many damn pics.so i dont really have the time to upload all of it here..u guys may help to do so.thanks. :D

-n3lz- !

oh..and for those of u who have more pics of the events.please notify me.thank
you.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, 3B!

i love y'all! :)

love love love love love love love

HAPPY LOVE DAY ,you all!!

i seriously miss 3B!!

i gotta comment on the previous post,soon. =D

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Life in Form 4

Here's another post about how Form 4 is.

How is life in Form 4? Hard? Stress? Torture you can't bear?...

Nah...I can't really put a conclusion on how Form 4 is because only a month has passed so you can't expect me to comment and judge so hastily do you? Anyway,so far Form 4 isn't all that bad.In fact its quite fun.The BIG difference is that I'm not classmates with most of my Form 3 classmates.Barely a handful are in the same class as I am.It's not a bad thing though.I guess its time to move on and adapt to new people though I haven't really had much success in that.It seems that everyone has their own little social network group in class so we just stick to our own "groups" and socialize among ourselves.Yes,I know what you're thinking...you're thinking "What the hell is wrong with you? Socialize with others abit also kenot ah?" Well...my answer to that is "People don't want socialize back bo...how?" I shall now use the trademark Miss Teo quote..."Don't answer that.I want you to THINK!"

Enough of all that nonsense,lets get to the good part shall we?

So far life in the Arts Stream isn't stressful at all.We hardly have homework,our teachers are rather kind to us most of the time (probably not in the near future?)and we're carefree.But Form 4 is definitely VERY different from Form 1-3.There isn't anymore "tembaking" in tests.Its all in essay form which means more independent knowledge needed to score in tests or exams.But compared to what we're going to get in University in our near future,I guess you could say Form 4 and 5 is a small step to overcome.The teachers in Form 4 are trying not to make things so complicated for us and they're guiding us step by step so there shouldn't be much of a problem going through the next two years without difficulties unless you are rebellious against certain things.Action speak louder than words though,I doubt I'll cruise throughout this year because I feel very LAZY sometimes and I'll probably dream in class and not get what the teacher is teaching.I HARDLY practice what I preach.Math for example is one of my greatest enemies.I don't get all of it and I always run my mouth in class when the teacher is teaching so he always goes like "Girl girl,stop talking and look here." Then I would look at the board for awhile and then continue talking.No harm done? =0

Well,enough about that,lets talk PREFECTS.
So yea,prefects for year 2009/10 have been chosen.I must say,it gets more interesting as you watch your friends dear and close to you being drowned in homework,have short breaks and are patrolling around the school like zombies.Aside from that,the need to keep up their reputation is at stake if they do not handle the load.I find it amusing though I guess they'll get used to it soon enough.Anyway,I've always been rather rebellious against prefects.The prefects of 2008/09 aren't the most understanding and reasonable batch you can find.Sure they're keeping the school in top shape and everything but sometimes they're too overboard.ALOT of students agree on this.I mean come on...I've had my share of offence slips that I had to sign forcibly that were given to me without warning.I mean it seriously,one time I honestly did not know my offence and I was forced to sign an offense slip.Even better news is,since prefects don't wanna keep pens in their pockets,they ask you to get a pen you can find and sign the empty slip first before writing down the offence.Obviously I was furious and refused to sign it but I got THREATENED."If you don't sign,I'll give you another offense slip for disrespecting prefect authority."I was angry so obviously I was asking this prefect what my offence is rudely and I kept pointing at IT.It seemed that the prefect was playing games with me so IT glared at me (I don't think there's a need to say whether IT was a HE or a SHE).So I signed by force.Then I was left puzzled and confused.Even when I asked a simple question though rudely because I didn't know what the heck my friggin offense was,no answer came out from IT'S mouth.Seemed to me like I was talking to an animal.Why do I say animal? IT didn't talk and because I answered IT rudely and IT glared at me throughout the 1 and a half minute I spent looking at IT for an answer to my question.After reading this,don't ask me who IT was because I don't recognize that person neither did I bother looking at IT's nametag.This happened somewhere before or after the first term exam last year (note that at that time,the go down for break and lunchtime rule was not implememted yet so MAYBE IT mistook me for someone else eating in class and I fell victim for no explanation).I can't remember and I don't wanna waste time and braincells to do so.I hardly knew their names or recognize them.Wasn't familiar with my seniors ba...They all seemed the same to me last time.All I know,most of them have the same glare and they love the word "SIGN!" So dear readers who might find this offensive,I suggest you don't try questioning me on this because I don't care anymore (I'm Form 4 now...back to good ol' 100 points) and you can't take any action against me because a blog is a public journal for people to express what they want to (I'm ranting not abusing).If you think its wrong,go sue the person who invented blogs.Oh and,Malaysia has no law that states ranting is a crime.

Carried away there...anyway,what happened last year has passed so now I'm starting a new.Getting on,I just wanted to say,prefects,if you spot a person committing an offense in a small or large crowd,make sure you take action against the right person cuz I was so damn ****ing positive I did not commit that particular "offence" last year.Oh well,at least I accepted it.So yea,be careful because these things might just come back to haunt you and its not very nice to others now is it?

Wait,there's more I want to say.I generally don't HATE prefects but I feel annoyed by them at times.Trust me,I respect my seniors and I actually know a few of the senior prefects now.Have respect for others because if you don't,who will respect you?

I see things this way,take for example your close friend (a classmate) or a senior you know that is close to you (older than you)is a prefect.Would you want them to tell you off like a kid because you can't discipline yourself? and you suddenly have no respect for them when they have the authority to boss you around if you do something wrong? Then when they are forced to take action against you (which obviously no one enjoys to be a victim) you rebel against him/her and you don't want to be friends anymore?Seriously,is it that worth it to lose a friend because you can't behave yourself or show your friend a little more respect? Obviously not.So my advice,prefects-don't go too overboard and lose your ego if you have one (being a prefect doesn't mean you're better than others),review your own performance as an authority of the school.If you suck,I suggest you quit before something bites you. Students-behave,if you commit an offence,take it in and accept your mistake but if they got the wrong person maybe a little arguement then a settled answer would do good.If all else fails,accept lo...

So to my dear friends who are now prefects,lets make sure we have respect for each other and hopefully no shit happens kapeesh? =)

THE END - Tired? Its okay,more posts next time. =D

Friday, February 6, 2009

converse

i love this picture! :)

we should get a day when all of us wear our converse out and take pictures like this one here! :D


3B converse freaks!

Monday, February 2, 2009

The Science Side So Far






Pretty much sums it up, no?