This was taken at petrosains before heading to akuaria
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
KL Trip - Post 3
This was taken at petrosains before heading to akuaria
Monday, November 24, 2008
Emotional...Episode 2
I think I'm getting more mentally depressed each day.
Even when I walk with another I don't have much to say.
Yet,I feel so alone,together or not,the feeling is there where ever I go,everywhere.
Yet one day I try to think we'll meet again but why do I think thats so impossible now?
When everything just started I think of the end, and when I try to be optimistic I fall back hard on my back.
There's someone there just waiting to react,telling me things I don't want to hear.
Then when I come around and people tell me off I try to defend.
Yet,everything I say doesn't bring the rope to its end.
On my own I stand on this concrete proof of misery.
And lets just say the rest is history.
Long forgotten and gone.
Yet another comes back,then days turn black and everything falls apart once again.
So ask me this question everyday,
What are you thinking about?
Wait,I'll tell you another day.
What you've just read isn't meant to be a poem or a song but it is part of my little screwed up lyrics...bits and pieces of them put together to see what it'll look like.Its not put into a certain sequence so it'll rhyme.Its just there in that sequence like it tells a story and like there's a meaning behind it.It sounds kinda emo doesn't it? o.O
Its okay folks,I wrote that out of boredom and part depression.
Well,let me just reflect what has been written up there in reality...
I'm a fairly cheerful person.Yet I seriously get depressed more and more when I play whatever instruments today.When I pick up my guitar,my fingers just play those depressing instrumentals that I improvise.When I sit down and play my keyboard,I play mello,slow tunes that makes you wanna cry.Even when I picked up the recorder...Mary Had A Little Lamb seemed depressing.I think I'm so depressed because I'm caged up at home like an animal,sitting down watching tv,playing instruments and so on.I miss all my friends and classmates and I can't bear the thought of growing up,changing classes and getting jobs?....ahhhh....so stupid when I think about it.When you think about splitting with people you're close with,the emotion is just so hurtful that it goes deeper than a knife and the pain is unbearable.I'm gonna stop here because I think I'll type too much if I carry on.
I'm angry at myself for being depressed and lazy.
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By stupid,currently depressed and bored girl,
LorNa C.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Something I think is important....READ throughly.
Subject: THE RIGHT APPROACH TO FIGHT CANCER
Under weakly alkaline condition, cancerous cells are not able to grow, or even to survive.These are real cases which are very important. Please read patiently and pass this on. Even if you had read it, you should read it again, especially the list of acidic and alkaline food stuff. It's best to read it several times and remember them. Please read this article in full patience.. It helps to improve and maintain your health.
About 30 years ago, a Mr. Zhang who worked in the Public Sales Department of a Taipei Brewery, sat for Overseas Study Selection Examination, and passed with flying colours. Before leaving, unfortunately, the medical examination at a public hospital discovered that he had a tumour growth in his lung about the size of a child's fist. Thus, he was not able to make the overseas trip for further study. Mr. Zhang was very disappointed. He had the feeling that the diagnosis could be wrong. So he went for a 2nd check-up in another hospital but the result confirmed that there was no error in the previous diagnosis. The young Mr. Zhang was in great despair after the confirmation. He made several calls to Mr. Wei, his old classmate who was the Mayor's secretary of Huangsun County, Taidong County Government. On hearing the sad news, Mr. Wei rushed to Taipei to see Mr. Zhang on Sunday. Mr. Zhang briefed Mr. Wei in detail about his despair and pessimism, and entrusted his friend regarding his affairs after his death. It happened that Mr. Wei was a good friend of Dr Lu Geling, who in 1949-55 was in charge of the Maijie Hospital, and was a researcher and specialist in cancer. He suggested to Mr. Zhang to seek Dr Lu's treatment immediately. Mr. Zhang initially refused to consult doctor anymore as the result might add further misery to him. But Mr. Wei said that he had called Dr Lu and made an appointment with him. So Mr. Zhang felt obligated and went with Mr. Wei to meet Dr Lu. When meeting Mr. Zhang,
Dr Lu said: ' Mr. Wei is my best friend and he has introduced you to me. We are fated to know each other. Let me ask you do you know why is that cancer is referred to as terminal illness?'
Both Mr. Zhang and Mr. Wei did not know how to answer.
Dr Lu explained: ' There are only 2 approaches so far to treat cancer today. The 1st is to destroy the source of the disease. The 2nd is to increase the immunity to fight the disease. But the strange thing is that, whether we use Cobalt 60 or other drugs to destroy the cancerous cells, before they are killed, the good cells are destroyed first. On the other hand, no matter what nutrients or supplements we use, before the good cells have a chance to absorb them, the cancer cells have taken them up. This simply speeds up the growth of cancer. Therefore, both approaches are doomed to fail, that is why cancer is terminal.'
Dr Lu continues: 'Human beings are the most intelligent creatures and they had successfully put men on the moon. But why there is no one ever questioned the above 2 approaches for cancer treatment which lead to ultimate death, and try to look for a 3rd approach? When I was conducting clinical research in Majie Hospital, I had many opportunities to work with many colleagues who had assisted me in the hospital. I found out that the blood tests of cancer patients showed 100% acidic results.Those Buddhist monks and nuns who are long term vegetarians and live very close to Nature, their blood are prevalently weakly alkaline and none of them has yet been detected of any cancer illness. Therefore, I can boldly concluded that under weakly alkaline condition, cancerous cells are not able to grow, or even to survive.Mr. Zhang, I would suggest that starting from now you must reduce your intake of the acidic meaty dishes. Consume more alkaline food. Also you can take green algae and soup made from water chestnuts with skin. Modify your physical condition, and try seriously to have a regular life style which is close to Nature. If you live for another 5 years, you should have no further problem. Best of luck.'
Mr. Zhang followed Dr Lu's suggestion and was serious in changing his eating habits. Every day, he ate green algae, drank chestnut soup, became optimistic and did an appropriate amount of exercise. One year later, he went back to the same public hospital for a check up. It was found that the tumour not only did not increase in size, but was also skrinking. It's a miracle to the hospital staff who examined him. Five years later, the tumour had shrunk to almost disappearing stage.
Now after almost 40 years, Mr. Zhang's health is totally normal, and is living a very pleasant life.After Mr. Zhang's case, a Mr. Chen Tianshou, who was previously Head of the General Administration of the Taidong Provincial Hospital, was also diagnosed with lung cancer. When Mr. Wei knew about it, he told Mr. Chen what Mr. Zhang had gone through. Mr. Chen started to follow Dr Lu's recommendation of changing his physical condition. Just like the case of Mr. Zhang, he was able to recover fully from the cancer.At that time, Dr. Lu and his family had migrated to the United States. When he returned to Taiwan and met up with Mr. Wei, he was told of the 2 cases of Mr. Zhang and Mr. Chen. Mr. Wei suggested that let both of them make detailed briefings in person, so that Dr. Lu could publish a report on this self-curing method.Dr Lu very humbly replied: 'I am too old and I do not have any clinical records of the cases. Please tell your friends and relatives, if they agree, please continue and spread the words to others'
One should take care of oneself and also should be caring about others.. 85% of cancer patients are having acidic condition in their physical bodies.
Blood of healthy persons is weakly alkaline in nature, with a pH of about 7.35 to 7.45.
Babies' blood is also weakly alkaline.
As adults age, their bloods become more acidic in nature.
According to a study of body fluid of 600 cancer patients, 85% of the patients are in acidic physical condition. Therefore, how to maintain the weakly alkaline nature of our body is the 1st step from keeping oneself from illness.
Acidic physical condition manifests itself in following ways:
1. Skin without luster.
2. Athlete's foot.
3. Feeling tired even after a little exercise, and feeling sleepy the moment one gets into a bus.
4. Easily out of breathe after going up and down the stairs.
5. Fat and with lower stomach protruding.
6. Move slowly and movement lethargic.
Why does the body physical condition turn acidic?
1. Excessive intake of dairy acidic food.
a) Meats, dairy products, eggs, beef, ham, etc are acidic food
b) Taking too much acidic food will cause the blood to become acidic and viscous,difficult to flow to the end of blood vessels, leading to cold feet or knee, stiff shoulders and insomnia.
c) For those who are young and strong, it's alright to consume suitable quantity of meats, but for older people, vegetables or small fishes are the more suitable diet.
2. Any irregularity in the pace of life will cause the body physical condition to become acidic.
a) Irregular pace in life will lead to mental and physical stress
b) According to statistics, people who sleep late are more likely to have cancer than normal persons, by as much as 5 times.
c) Human beings originally lead a life with regular tempo in this world. It's not possible to store up sleep or food and not possible to live a healthy life by mixing up days and nights.
d) Human organs are controlled by the autonomic nerves. During day time it is mainly sympathetic nerves activities, and at night it is mainly the parasympathetic nerves which are functioning. If this order is disturbed and reversed, then will encounter all sorts of sicknesses.
3. Over tensed becoming emotional.
a) Social stresses in view of civilized society.
b) Job related or mental stresses.
c) For a person suffering mental stress, a temporary release of stress may lead to death. This is known as the syndrome of imperfect adrenal cortex function.
4. Physical Stress.
a) Before any operation it would be necessary to check whether the renal cortex does function normally. If the adrenal cortex is lacking, or if the stress imposed by the operation exceeded the ability of adrenal cortex to cope, it could lead to death or other adverse impacts..
b) If the patient's face is puffy, it would be necessary to ask for the detailed patient's medical history and medication status. For patients taking adrenal cortical hormone, extra care should be exercised when acupuncture treatment is given.
c) Avoid stress due to physical labour or excessive exercise, or playing card games and driving through out the night etc.
Appendix: Acidity/alkalinity of Common food stuff
1.. Strongly acidic food: egg yolk, cheese, cake baked with white sugar or persimmon, mullet fish roe, dried cod, etc.
2. Mildly acidic food: ham, bacon, chicken meat, squid, pork, eel, beef, bread, wheat, butter, horse meat.
3. Weakly acidic food: white rice, peanut, beer, alcohol, fried tofu, sea weeds, clam, octopus, catfish, etc.
4. Weakly alkaline food: red bean, radish, apple, cabbage, onion, tofu etc.
5. Mildly alkaline food: dried radish, soya bean, carrot, tomato, banana, orange, pumpkin, strawberry, egg white, dried plum, lemon, spinach, etc.
6. Strongly alkaline food: grape, tea leave, wine, kelp sprout, kelp, etc. Especially natural green algae which contain rich quantity of chlorophyl are very good alkaline health food, but avoid drinking tea in excess, and it's best to drink in the mornings.
It's a Blessing to you if you pass this on! Thank you. God Bless You!
"tree hugging is cool" said Marcus
taken from my DIARY. lol. i drew it like at the beginning of this year (2008)
i've got lots more. haha :D
okay, i just noticed i posted this in the WRONG BLOG haha! (i didn't even notice. lol)
hmm..ya'll went out with converse xD i wanted to go, but my mum didn't allow..and plus she was working. so yeah T_T anyway, on the brighter side, my mum's bf says he wants to get a pair for himself too..after i told my WHOLE FAMILY how good and not expensive converse is :D
see! i promote also! xD so, the next converse/boulevard outing, bring me, k? :D
but i doubt i'll get a pair, cos my mum says i've got too many shoes, which i don't wear =.=
haha! so i'll just wait till i've got money, then i'll buy it myself :D
yay! oh btw, i miss ya'll :D
peace out! and peace to the world! :D
- Diandra
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Welcome to the Converse Century!
I don't have many pictures on today's event but i'm sure either Lorna or Tania or Nelson or Helen will have some too. I'll do all I can to contribute and be as detailed as possible in this post. ok? XD So I called lorna (i was in guardian looking at the Addidas spray on perfume and deodorant (cause everyone say's it smells good)) and I was like "lorna, where are u??" and she told me to "look to your right" so with a -___- face, i turned to face a MASS of people and in a RED shirt was... LORNA!!! hahaha So we were heading to look for a pair of skinny jeans for me (yes, I was, and still am, interested in a pair of skinnies..) So on the way to the escalator, we ran into Eugene and Sze! :) So I bought my jeans from that shop with that weird name.. NooW? lol!! I don't know, I don't shop much ahahha
So next to show up was Tania who followed Helen here (here, meaning Boulevard.. I'm chatting and blogging at the same time so I can't phrase myself O.o) So our little bundle of 3B people headed off to get my jeans. Man, I still don't know the name of that shop!! haha
I found a pair, (not gonna blog about it hahaahha) and we headed to Kenny Rogers to have our "lunch" it was already two something and I think I can safely say we were all quite hungry :P So while eating, Nelson came and joined us. Then we saw Billy and Gabriel and Marcus Law and Brandon Lo opposite the restaurant- they were at KFC. But only Gabriel joined us -but where in the hell was BILLEH?? lol, I oso dunnoe O.o haha. James and Wayne joined us in Kenny Rogers too. But Chris Lau didn't want to come - aww man, Chris!!
So after our "lunch" we went up to the CONVERSE STORE!! where the saleslady and shopkeeper (saleslady's husband) recognized Lorna and I after our last friendly visit hahaha. Seeee? being an avid converse customer gets you FRIENDS *nods* *grins* ok nvm lol
So Marcus got a pair of low top Chuck Taylors in dark army green *thumbs up!* yes, I chose it with the help of Lorna and Nelson. While Helen got the white based low top chucks with red and black design on it. She had her laces done in a real funky design *thumbs up!* the shopkeeper is one cool old dude haha
It was up to this point of the time we were in Converse that I decided that I'd wanna get something too. Nahh, it was really when Lorna said she wanted socks and I turned to face the rack where the shoelaces were :P So I got a black one (two, pairs and stuff, y'know haha) So currently, my black double tongue chuckies are shoelaced one white, one red and (now) my red high tops are shoelaced one white, one black :D
Ok, now for my pictures *be warned, there aren't many at all*
My converse and Marcus' first pair of converse.
Note shoelace :P
clockwise starting from my shockingly red pair. Tania, helen, marcus, nelson, james (and yes, his foot in the middle of the pile), lorna (L and L!) and me with my redness haha
clockwise from red (haha, it's like a code) tania, lorna, nelson, marcus, helen (james went missing for this picture lol)
clockwise from red (lol!!) (oh, and i use my shoe as a pointer cause of the striking colour.. it's the "striking-est" lol, no i'm not stupid i know what MOST STRIKING is) lorna, james (we found him), tania, helen, marcus, nelson.
Today, Lorna and I have yet again converted another 3B-ian. muahaha!! and in time for Christmas! I heard from the shopkeeper's wife that there's a new shipment for Christmas, and in the converse website, there's the Christmas Edition! YAY!
And Marcus, take goooood care of ur shoes ok? or u could mess them up and they'd look good too hah hah HA lol
Also, this post is done in this particular shade of GREEN cause it's the colour of Marcus' new pair of converse!! and i wanted that pair too but got my high tops instead -_- lol! owell
SO, who's next? ;)
LOLL- Lots Of Love, Lovelyn
3B Group Photo edited by Lorna C.
Anyway,I edited this with the pictures from my post earlier.I know not all the pictures are of the same sizes but I want you to know there was no biased-ness while editing this picture...If you all remembered,I planned to take individual photos of everyone on the last day of school but my plan wasn't carried out because some were not present on that day and most of you went home early.So I had to source my pictures from blogs,friendster,my old pictures and so on.Anyway,a post on our ex-classmates and on the KL trip are coming soon.TM net is killing my patience...I can't upload photos properly because the line is so friggin slow.Thats all for now folks!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Baking :D
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Lol, so we went to diandra's house to bake errr... when was that, erm... whatever I'm too lazy to remember the day :S and I took pics! But not a lot. Really little actually o_o but who cares? Helen, Lorna, Marcus and I went but only Lorna, Diandra and I baked. Cuz the others were late. *-*
Lol. Bleh I'm too lazy, I'll just post a few yeah? -_-
Then then then we watched '21'. Lorna brought it and said it was a good movie so we watched it. I agree!!! The main character is cute, it has an interesting plot and yeah whatever. It's mainly about these (university?) students who get together and learn how to count cards while playing Black Jack. They go to Vegas every weekend and win LOTS of money in the casino and stuff. NO I am not gonna spoil it for you, so go and watch it. :D It's based on a true story btw.
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Yeah that's it. Happy holidays everyone!!! I miss all of you and think of you all everyday!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
sweet.
BUT THIS ONE IS ROCK ASS COOLIO!!!
i'm Form 3B-hungry. =P
wanna lick all,even Ms Ng!!
im high!!
I MISS ALL
kisses from your fave babe,
kim